I need that feeling... I yearn for it so badly. Nothing against men, but there is nothing like a Woman's Touch. In my relationship, I am very happy. I rarely (pretty much never) "check out" men when I see them walking by. But... Let a beautiful woman walk past me & I can't keep my eyes off her. I wish there was a lady out there with whom I could have this chemistry, someone who understands and recognizes that I am seriously aching for a woman's touch.
Transitions, transitions, transitions...
I am picking up where I left off quite well in my mind...
Yes, I started dancing, as my last post informed you. It has been quite the journey...
Sometimes, as a writer, you have to take some time off and actually experience life. Otherwise, you'll find yourself in a dark quiet corner writing about being in a dark quiet corner writing about being in a dark quiet corner...... & so on, if you catch my drift. So I have been living...
I can't even begin to explain everything I have experienced. I have traveled, and even moved for a while, to some different places... Although I still feel this specific journey is far from over, I've had a very fair share of new memories & lessons learned.
Reading this damn blog for the first time in almost 3 years blew my fucking mind. If there's one thing I see clearly, it's how much better I can express myself in some peace and quiet. I had solitude, silence, my own bunch of nothing around. Also, I was in school. That will always change the direction of your mind daily. All is beautiful, though, and part of life.
I was lonely, but peaceful. Now I have some serious love & chaos going on. I just hope anything I say makes sense these days.
I am currently about 5 1/2 months pregnant with my first child, my son. Though I still have so much going on around me, I get a break from dancing to collect my thoughts. Who knows, maybe enough inspiration will come and allow me to regurgitate a world life-changing post one of these days. If not, at least I can look back years from now at this and think, "Damn, I was fucking nuts."
